Mea Culpa, y'all

I’m sorry I haven’t written lately…and people haven’t been coming to visit so much so I guess I’d better get “on the stick”, huh?

It’s been a rough week for me. Like an idiot, I ran out of my Pexeva meds and I have been having anxiety attacks all week. I’m such a simp! I mean, really…I preach to my friend Dee to make sure her daughter’s on her meds, and when I slip I justify it in a million different ways but I’m still feeling like the world’s most colossal boob. I’m finally kind of leveling out because my “time o’ month” is done, but I will get my medications tomorrow come hell or high water!

Man, this Hurricane Katrina aftermath is just scary! I just can’t believe the aftereffects. I guess I should contact FEMA to see if they need a new director. Hell, if someone that knew all about raising Arabian horses could qualify, why not an over-educated, under-employed bipolar fat chick that can type about 70 WPM? I think it’s a pretty fair trade…maybe I can get hooked up through Manpower, what do you think? My heart goes out to the victims, most definitely.

Do you all remember my entry entitled “If You Can’t Say Anything Nice, Shut the Hell Up”? (or something like that) Well, thanks to Jewels (I simply have to meet her in person if she’s this cool online!) she has given me a link to another blog and more insight into Dr. Bennett’s “bedside manner”. Please hop, skip, walk, run, crawl or logroll to this website:

http://mamandesfilles.blogspot.com/

She has really put me to shame! I was very impressed with her write-up and further research on yet another angle of this wart on the face of the Hippocratic Oath. Please go visit her and read all about it. It makes me want to find this guy with two weeks worth of luggage and no medications and announce that I’m his long-lost cousin from Duluth and I’ve come to stay with him. I’m mean!

Well, what else is new in the narrow-focused life of Sudiegirl? We will be moving to a new residence in the next couple of weeks and it’s going to be interesting. Lots to do (laundry, dishes, etc) and I just hope it works for the best. More updates as it develops, but I’ll write in here when I can. Also, the church Doug and I attend in Darnestown, MD is doing a lot for Katrina, and I volunteered the Swing Time Big Band for a benefit concert. It was the least I could do. I’m not sure when it will happen, but I will keep my local readers posted on what’s going on. Still looking for the elusive full time job with benefits and hopefully it will happen soon but I’ve gotta keep my patience. Not an easy task. Also, I've found out how FUBAR my finances are, and one of my goals is to figure out how to unscrew the financial pooch. Something tells me the solution may be a chapter of some sort but that's how it is.

My sister's kids continue to amaze me with their empathy towards others. I mean, they're not in training for sainthood or anything and they do slip and do ignorant things, but they really try hard to be nice to their peers. Apparently, the top clique at Washington Jr. High are called "preps" and they're the ones who make fun of people that aren't like them. I told Courtney about a girl who teased me in jr. high because I couldn't get tan, and when we had the first summer-like weekend in spring, she laid out without her top on and SUNBURNT HER BOOBS. She missed 2-3 days of school, and I told her when she got back that if she wanted Kentucky Fried Extra Crispy breasts so bad, they have coupons. I did keep the Noxzema at home, though...I'm not that cruel.

Well, my little braised kumquats (actually, can you braise them? I’m not sure about that), I am off to annoy others. PLEASE LEAVE COMMENTS, IDEAS, ETC. I never know who's come to visit! Thanks!

Smooches,
Sudiegirl