explanation for yesterday's entry...maybe?
"The truth is I've never fooled anyone. I've let people fool themselves. They didn't bother to find out who and what I was. Instead they would invent a character for me. I wouldn't argue with them. They were obviously loving somebody. I wasn't. When they found this out, they would blame me for disillusioning them… and fooling them."
--Marilyn Monroe
I just realized that my post yesterday wasn’t super happy fun time Sudiegirl stuff.
I’m really not sure what moved me to create yesterday’s entry. I really intended to post something funny, too, but time got away from me. You know what I mean?
One thing I’m learning about myself through this whole blogging process is that I’m not all one thing. I can’t fool my readers either, hence the quote from Marilyn M.
I’m happy sometimes.
I’m sad sometimes.
I’m kind sometimes.
I’m a bitch sometimes.
I’m profound.
I’m plebeian.
I’m witty.
I’m a doorknob.
These qualities are all part of me. I’m not sure what to make of it either.
I’ll try to be funny when I can. If it doesn’t happen every day, I know I’m OK with it. I’ll just smack myself on the head with my rubber chicken and see what happens next.
Your bud (with all her faults and gifts),
Sudiegirl
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